Have you prayed about it as much as you have talked about it? I have this saying hanging in my office. It's just a constant reminder that when things seems to get tough, when I am hurting, in pain, find myself to be in some kind of trouble, having a family crisis, having a bad day or just needing someone to talk to - to call on Jesus. I am not saying that we should not call on the people that we trust when things seem to be too much to handle on your own, I am not saying that we should not seek the counsel of others, I am merely stating the importance of prayer. Prayer is our life line. The Word of God instructs us in Ph. 4:6 - "but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your request be made known unto God". He is waiting to hear from you - He wants to hear from you. The next time you need someone to talk to; before you start dialing numbers and texting - Call on Jesus. Call Him Up - tell Him what you need.